choices...the road not taken

the sky is really clear. no hint of rain, sun shining just right to indicate a nice day ahead. but that's quite deceiving. no nice day for me! been surrounded by jack s all the whole morning up till now. there's one jack s right beside me (i hope he don't know i'm talking bout him) well, here's how my day started.

i woke up with my heart pounding hard on my chest, and i could feel my heart thumping right in my ears! anger was raging like hell in me, coz there's this bunch of jack s in the house. the guy which i'm trying to alienate myself from, brought back this bunch of jack s. he thinks this house is a hotel, or rather a free-stay-in. they use everything here like it's theirs without any hint of shyness. and oh yea, the reason i was so angry was, of course, they were yelling and screaming like hell even before sun rise over a game!! it was hell trying to sleep. i gave up trying, and got up. i wanted to screw them for causing me this much pain, but decided otherwise..coz if i really start this thing up right in their face, they would surely be more than embarrassed. i don't care how they feel since they don't care bout me, but it really is hard against my nature to screw someone early in the morning!

and there were some choices for today, should i stay here all day long, facing these jack s or should i go out, to some meeting over an assignment, which was causing me equal emotions. decision was made in a split second, coz i cant stand the sight of those jack s. besides, i need to contribute something to my group. contribution, participation. argh what the hell. so i went over to the agreed meeting place, and it was like deserted. nobody answered my knock...and i was so pissed off already because i waited there for half an hour. it just feel shitty i have to go through all these in the morning. i called up that fella in charge, and i think he just woke up. wtf?! so again i wasted my time in the meeting, i seem like an invisible person there. for the first one hour they ignored me like shit. and later they gave me some work. i did it, and he wasn't satisfied. made some changes, pissed off, and came back here for lunch.

and no, not over yet. it's just somewhere after mid day, and i'm facing those jack s again.. i really feel like chasing them out of this house. the sight of them annoys me so much, and i'm that very close to burst out. shitty people! screw you right in your face jack s!